Sometimes, I feel like I'm about hit a mid-life crisis. I don't know why, but I feel like it's coming. Has anyone experienced this?
Well, let me rewind a bit. I kinda know why. I'm restless and I feel trapped in between life's goals and just living life. I want so much more, but I don't know how to achieve it. It's frustrating and it's making me rebellious in some strange way.
Don't worry, I'm not going to find some 20 year-old boyfriend and join a cult. I'm just feeling a bit lost right now.
This probably doesn't make any sense, but I had to get this out.
1 comment:
At the risk of making you angry, it sounds a little more like fear of the future than a midlife crisis. The most telling thing was feeling a bit lost right now. The big thing to remember is that feeling is temporary. Remember your goal, why you moved to CA, and keep doing things that help you reach that goal. Even the failures will teach you what not to do. As a fellow struggling writer who took it up fairly late in life, I can certainly appreciate what you're feeling.
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